I don’t wanna go there
This track is about the resistance to feeling who we really are and how sometimes I judge myself for that and doing that keeps me away from feeling the pain I need to feel which is really counter productive.
Feeling the that pain should always be the way to go. You see I don’t always feel my pain and actually at the moment I feel I am in more resistance to feeling than I have ever been, but Laura did say to me the other day after I commented “I am going to have a crack at this emotion today.” She said lots of cracks will break the shell. And it is true and in the process I feel that my desire to open up will grow too.
Hope you enjoy many more to come